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I am your paini wasn't supposed to love you, i wasn't supposed to care.
but most recently i have lived my life just wishing you were there.
i didn't want to fall, i didn't want to let go.
but now everything about you is all i want to know.
i said that i loved you, that you are my only one.
but in the end i found my love is like a gun.
i spit poison in my words, and venom in my look.
i sit here typing about my life titled "the open book"
just take a look around, read what what i have said.
what other lies did i say? what other false hope have i spread?
i don't like to to say i'm a player, no too much credit that doth give.
but how can i repent, will you ever be able to forgive?
the things i have done, i am not proud to say
all the tricks i played just to get a good lay.
i am a worthless person, there is a reason i am alone.
it's because if you sctatch away the bright surface not one ray of light has shown.
listen to me now i will tell you what to do.
if you get out now there is a chance i won't hurt
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
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